[Oh are they having emotion hours right now IT'S EMOTION HOURS. There's a second - just... a fraction of a second where his expression folds, like it's devastating to hear something like this, because--]
Hah - you're too good to me, you know? I really don't know what in the world I've done in this or any life to deserve the four of you.
[Which he says on a breath of a laugh with a quirking grin, but it's a good thing they aren't touching because BOY they'd both be having a depressos time right now if they were. He looks like he wants to, though. Like he wants to reach out and give her a hug, because he's a very tactile person who expresses his affections best like that.]
Thank you. ...For helping too, but - for... [For saying such kind things about him. For thinking so charitably. For making him feel like he can really believe she'd be there for him, no matter what, in spite of his miserable self-worth.] --Just, thank you.
[He gets attached easily and he loves deeply, but he never expects the same. None of them really know how much it means to him to have their trust and affections reaffirmed, when he hadn't even been sure any of them would miss him all that much if he died, weeks ago. Yeehaw the joys of self-esteem that is in the dirt like a radish!!]
--Anyway. I want to make it clear too, that if you ever need to lean on me for any reason, for anything at all - don't hesitate. I also meant what I said, and I mean that, too.
this hurt me WHYMST
Hah - you're too good to me, you know? I really don't know what in the world I've done in this or any life to deserve the four of you.
[Which he says on a breath of a laugh with a quirking grin, but it's a good thing they aren't touching because BOY they'd both be having a depressos time right now if they were. He looks like he wants to, though. Like he wants to reach out and give her a hug, because he's a very tactile person who expresses his affections best like that.]
Thank you. ...For helping too, but - for... [For saying such kind things about him. For thinking so charitably. For making him feel like he can really believe she'd be there for him, no matter what, in spite of his miserable self-worth.] --Just, thank you.
[He gets attached easily and he loves deeply, but he never expects the same. None of them really know how much it means to him to have their trust and affections reaffirmed, when he hadn't even been sure any of them would miss him all that much if he died, weeks ago. Yeehaw the joys of self-esteem that is in the dirt like a radish!!]
--Anyway. I want to make it clear too, that if you ever need to lean on me for any reason, for anything at all - don't hesitate. I also meant what I said, and I mean that, too.