HIGEKIRI: My, oh my.

[applechemist]

i'll put something here later

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[applechemist]

I suppose it's not strange that changes would feel small.

... Yes, that's right. I've lived in Colseit my whole life. I've left the town, but never gone very far.

[banzais]

Are you happy there?

[applechemist]

Yes, I love it there.

I still want to explore and see other places, but I love Colseit. I'll always want to go back, in the end.

[banzais]

[there's just a soft smile at that]

Then I shall hope that you are able to return soon.

[applechemist]

Thank you.

... Do you usually stay in one place?

[banzais]

Hm... It's a bit odd to answer... but I suppose I do have a home of sorts now. Or at the very least, a new place where I'm currently housed.

[applechemist]

Are you happy there?

[banzais]

[he seems to need a moment to think about it -

but then he just exhales softly and nods]

I think I am.

[applechemist]

You think...?

[ Is he not... Sure? ]

[banzais]

These feelings are new to us... I have things that I like, and things that I find calming... but I suppose I'm still growing accustomed to know when I am truly happy.

[applechemist]

You've been around for such a long time, but some feelings are new? That's interesting.

[ how does spirits work ]

[banzais]

[there's just a little laugh at that]

Well, I didn't possess this body until recently - and with it came emotions, and a heart.

[applechemist]

Do you miss what it was like not having them? Or is it better, now?

[ She realizes after asking that it might be kind of a rude question? Who knows? ]

... Sorry. You don't have to answer if you don't want to.

[banzais]

[the funny thing is that this answer would absolutely have changed by week 1 but,,]

It's alright - you can ask me whatever you'd like.

I think... even if I know that emotions are said to become difficult at times - I do enjoy feeling them now. To truly share in someone's happiness... It's a very wonderful thing.

[applechemist]

That's good.

Feeling things like a person can be sad, but I think that the positive times make it all worth it, too. If you're ever feeling something difficult and want to share in happiness instead, come ask me, okay? I've been human my whole life, so I'm pretty good at it!

[ ie: he can come to her for cheering up! but said in a weird way!! ]

[banzais]

[soft..... higekiri just manages a smile at that]

Mm - I would say so.

Thank you for your guidance, I will keep that in mind.