That doesn't put any of you in my debt. It's something that I would be doing regardless, because I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I stayed still.
Back home. They were both very effective, and very beautiful. They would sometimes stop me from being reckless, but... they would let me do what I thought was needed.
I want proof that I'm doing the right thing. I don't mind if it takes a long, long time to see any results. If I could just know that I'm on the right path.
I don't know Akira that well. And... I really don't want to bother Dick. I think I've bothered him enough, so... I'd like it if I could at least give him a break from dealing with my problems.
[ she shakes her head. ]
... I'll just do my best. In the end, that's all any of us can do.
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You've done a lot and gotten us a lot of information.
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.... it's because it's the right thing to do.
That doesn't put any of you in my debt. It's something that I would be doing regardless, because I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I stayed still.
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she looks like she's thinking about it but.]
.... I'm just not used to receiving help either, I suppose.
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... I had attendants?
Back home. They were both very effective, and very beautiful. They would sometimes stop me from being reckless, but... they would let me do what I thought was needed.
I think I just boss people around the same way.
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You sound like my boss.
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[she sounds tired but
at least it's in good humor]
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[ but also: yes? ]
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I wonder about that.
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... Escha?
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... It's nothing. Today has just been... A lot, that's all.
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... you and Flayn both do this...
Are you sure you're alright? I don't tolerate lies or half-truths.
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I'm alright.
Feeling a little insecure, but it doesn't have to be something that worries you...!
[ she has decided to take the Direct Approach. ]
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What're you insecure over?
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I guess just... How useful I am?
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[ . . . ]
What gives you the impression that you're not useful? You help wherever you can, don't you?
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but does not look at all comforted by that. ]
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You want results, right?
[she can... understand. empathize.]
... yeah. I want results from me too.
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I want proof that I'm doing the right thing. I don't mind if it takes a long, long time to see any results. If I could just know that I'm on the right path.
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.... what makes you think that you could be wrong?
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... or you can get advice from anyone else - Akira or Dick might be good at this - but... I don't know if what I'm doing is technically right, either.
But it's what I think is right, and I'm too stubborn to give up.
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[ she shakes her head. ]
... I'll just do my best. In the end, that's all any of us can do.
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